Biiiiiiiittttcccchhhhhh! I got on the scale and was like 😱 bruh, wtf. I swear to bob I was just 151 in January. I’m ashamed, but I also feel like somebody highkey setting me up. I checked the bottom of the scale, I got on another scale for confirmation. Almost 13 pounds in ONE MONTH! I would like to call this happy weight. I’ve been sad all day and my fat ass still went to Baskin Robbins and got a double scoop of Pralines & Cream yesterday. That’s my ultimate fav.

The Downfall

I completely cut meat out of my diet from Aug-Jan. No fish, chicken, steak, none of that. Then one day my husband decided to take me to Razoos and I could hear the fish god from fish heaven telling me to be happy. I haven’t been the same since. At first it was like a piece of fish every 6 days or so, then I don’t know what the hell happened in these past two weeks. I HAD IT ALL! It was like all my cravings started jumping me and I couldn’t swing fast enough. I lost the fight 😩 BUT I will win the battle looking ass 😂 I’m deciding to go back to NO MEAT/ NO DAIRY today. I felt and looked my absolute best when I went Vegan. Going vegan also helped me lose weight super fast! I’ll be sharing some of my meal preps and my weight loss (trying to get back to 150) journey with you all. Pray for your girl. I love noodles, sweets, and hot chips so much the thought of giving it up brings me to tears. 

I have no problem with being thick, but all my weight goes to the weirdest parts of my body and I be looking like an extra in a sponge-bob episode. My weight has ALWAYS been up and down. I am the real definition of smelling donuts and gaining 5 pounds. I’m also blessed to be able to lose weight quickly. It’s important to know your body and what may work for you. So I don’t need nobody on here like I meal prepped the same thing and I ain’t lost no weight. Mam, I am not a nutritionist, I am here to struggle and succeed with all of you. Join me on this journey ❤️

I would like to thank all the food below for all the happiness these past 2 weeks. I'll never forget you!